Ordinary World

I want to. I do. I want reality back. I keep losing sight of it, sight of the world around me. Is there something wrong with me, that the world of fantasy has sucked me in so hard, that I barely forgot where the real world lies? I finally understand Duran Duran.


And I won't cry for yesterday there's an ordinary world somehow I have to find.


How? How do I get there? How do I leave this one? Will gets me know where, I have such little of it. He... inspires me, and then kicks me down again. I never know, whether to do it for him, or not. Love is a tricky bitch.

Whiskey.

Whiskey. by skittlesrtasty on polyvore.com

My Style, My Niche.

I've been for so long trying to figure out what my art style was. Like Romero Britto and his particular style, or Andy Warhol, and his. What was mine? I always wondered. I went through several painting phases, and nothing felt at home. Nothing felt like it was mine. But yet, it was always there in front of me and I never saw it.

There has only ever been one painting I did, that I truly was satisfied with. The only painting I ever sold. I go back and look at it often. That was it! That was my style. I used to mindlessly doodle in notebooks in this style. I never really took notice that... this was it. This is what I did. My art form was eclectic, messy, wild, but in a way had it's own form. Had a life of it's own.

And I intend to begin more works like it. I've been toiling away, looking for canvases in my closet, making room to start. I'm really rather eager to begin exploring this style, exploiting what I already did. I shall include some pics now of my original painting. There will be more to come soon hopefully.

Unforgettable.

Rooney Mara

Pink & Green

Versace. Loving it.

Rabbit Hole.

Back to Life. Back to Reality.

Been a while since I've written. I abandoned this blog for a while. I told myself when I started it, that I WASN'T going to do this. And hey, I did. But you know what, that's okay! Because point is: I'M BACK!. I have updated with my Polyvore. Which I -love love love- Polyvore. My writing style might also have changed a bit. I seem to want to emphasize certain things.

What's new? Nothing. Only, a new take on life. I lost myself for some time. I blame Online Role Playing (which is now referred to as "RPing")and video games. Also, movies and shows. I not only neglected my blog, but all my real life friends and reality in general. The internet sucked me up but it did not spit me out. I came back with a vengeance after an EPIC battle! :D

Enough dorkiness. Point is, nothing is going on, and I intend to change that. I'll start by making a list! Lists are -fantastic-!

- A job. Work. MONEY. (Priority)

- Organization.

- Less booze.

- Eat better. (Ugh.)

- Get out of the fucking house.

Extravagant!

I Want Green Hair.

So Happy I Could Die.

Probably. Actually. A Mermaid.